Power Of Genie

How much life can change when you take up responsibilities in your life. When I was in my school and college days I used to be so tough and adventurous. But things have changed a lot in my life. After I started running this company I am no more like I used to be. I always need to give a 2^nd thought before taking something serious or being adventurous. Yesterday I met a guy who was fully drunk when I went for a short trip to Pulicat lake. I saw this guy was a local and he was trying to gain my attention and bringing up a fight with me, if I would have been same like the way I was in college days. The scene would have been completely different. Even I had 3 guys besides me who are ready to take up my commands still I need to go smooth. Few reasons are I don’t want to get into any fight since its not the place where I live and I am 60 kms from my home place, guys with me are too tough and my head shake will lead to a nasty situation and can endanger all our lives, responsibilities on my prevented my completely from going forward and putting a fight with that guy. I need to be so careful any small injury to me will affect my Business and will affect the lively hood of 80 people who work for me. So I need to be very careful these days. Though I hate to be like that I feel its gods will that I go smooth with people.

3 guys who were with me were stunned because they never see me like that. But after all these years handling people I wanted to keep them calm and they respected my words. Why should I be like this I never know but I am really not enjoying such kind of high responsibilities which resulted in a burden for me.

It’s like you cannot be yourself.  This transformation I feel is not just on that location I see that a lot in my personal day to day life. Things a changed a lot in me I don’t know whether I am getting adapted to the reality or it’s just the way life is.